milk and honey

fill me with everything that im not. take away all the ugly bad parts, leave me bare with nothing to hide. this shame cripples me inside, it obviously isn’t meant to be here. it doesn’t feel right, its like a stranger in a foreign land, an alien to another world. since when were machines meant to fail? humans meant to die? i was meant to feel full life and everything that it entails. i was not created for shame.

i dont know enough words that are the right ones. I wish to change you with these sentences, but im unsure as to how exactly they are to be constructed. sometimes i get sick of cryptic messages. can i just say exactly what i want to say without having to rely on you intepreting it the right way?

you need God.
this might not be enough for you. you might need some amazing explanation, some thesis, reason to understand why exactly you need him. Right now i can’t give that to you. all i know is that every single part of humanity is screaming for truth and for it to be seen. Its screaming for love and grace. everything that Jesus is. the story of christianity is one big massive supergiant story between God and man. A story of mans betrayal, and Gods beautiful grace.
anything good that we could ever become originates from God and him only. please believe me. those that remotely know and understand this, run after him with everything you have. God is so over half-hearted crap. Those that don’t understand this, give me a call and we can discuss it over a nice hot coffee. i’d love to hear your questions.
let us embrace life + Jesus. life isn’t life when we don’t.